— Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, November 8, 1777
it’s hard to feel at ease, even in the most beautiful places. Even with the most beautiful people. I’ll get through this. I accept that I want it less and less every day, but thankfully I wanted it a ridiculous amount to begin with. So the glass is still half full. Something will happen. I just know it. I can feel it in every atom that makes up my being. ALSO, listened to the album of an artist that I looked up to and wasn’t impressed. Made me feel really good about my work. Sick but true and inspiring.
So I live in LA now. I wake up every day so confused but thinking, “holy shit I am lucky”
It’s nearly impossible to believe that you can actually do what you love. Until you make it your reality.
I just had a dream that I was a little white mouse. Which seems cute and all until you think about the fact that such creatures are commonly fed to snakes. To be eaten whole…..alive.
— Carl Jung